random...

November.... Things happened as planned...there are a few complications that I could not control
including human affairs..I want to say sorry for those I stepped on to do something...
I guess there's a bigger hand controlling the things around me, opportunities are piling up, problems are settled even without intervention...

A lesson learned: hold on to the things that are eternal...(wag ng umasa sa iba)..hehe
this proven and tested, I just dont know if its only mediocre...

an orgmate feels he's ahead of me, sees me as a loser
.. because I share my weaknesses to him...
watch out...the moment I deny my weaknesses,
you already dont know me...since it is the faults you see...

I may not be a good match, neither a good _f...maybe because I don't need one...
maybe the things given first are your necessities...
followed by grace...
and if possible desires....<---when will this be given??? hehe

till heaven...

GRANT THY WORDS

our just had a succesful event...we had our applicants dance like agogo dancers...
there was a flipside though, the girl apps wore shorts...every body saw what I was
preventing other guys to see..
her beautiful porcelain legs...f*ck...now the they all know...
spider sense tells me..when I was looking for hannah, she went right inside the backstage..
....was she avoiding me??
the day before the event, she lacked a signature in her sigsheet..
guess, it was the right moment..to make her do sumthin for me...
i had her singing..close to me, I felt her white arms touched mine...
the texture was heavenly smooth.. sadly, this girl can't be mine..
i had the other girl apps sing for me...for two songs...
I had HER singing five songs for me....the songs she chose fitted her low, warm voice...
it was cut short..there was a meeting to be held...
I guess the best moments are not meant to last...damn...
I already vowed after our wednesday date,...I would never date her again...
nor entertain her, because I still have a life to live...
did God grant what I said...I said quesci before PSHS...and woah---I did become a xientian...
the words that I utter do rily come true???
the day after I said that...she invited a tall guy, perhaps a potential boyfriend...
this girl never invited me for isaw..how come he invited this freaking old guy that lives next to her room....(fike you!! you hike!!!)
There is power in the words I utter...this I say truly...and it is more powerful than the thoughts
I had been thinking...
This I say aloud-------------- "I love her." HOPE GOD WILL HEAR ME....

chupetah..

hay...supah bangas na weekend...I added a few of my elementary friends...
I love them...supah stig ng identity ko noon nung elem pa ako...artistic na matalino..
na cute...until nung nag high school ako, it deteriorated naging matalinong torpedong di marunong makipagusap...na ubos na rin ang girls...because of this passive me...kailan kaya ako mag s-step up...bka fourth year na nmn...tapos failure...i wished I did it earlier.
anyway I think it's still pogi points because the girl will realize my girl atracting power have been turned off since 3rd year high...awwwww...bad...socio10....sabi be active...t*****a! pano kaya yun noh> d kasi marangal kung ang tapang tapang mo mukha ka nmn ewan...
hay nako...i need a reunion sa elem friends ko...lahat sila have followed their passion,
and not what was fed to them, to be a doctor, to be an engineer...che che bureche...
kaya saludo ako sa kanila...kaya please inspire me...yun lang

oh boy...

somebody keeps on sending me irritating quotes...
have never moved on...never did..and never will..
holy crap...what a hit...sapul...the arrival is different!!!
iba ang dating...it took me a minute to think...i replied..
hey...nice quotes...realistic...
unexpectedly she replied---bigay ata sayo...
oh boy...she always gets me big time...
or could it be true...nyah right ...its a bluff...
last reply: ayoko na...please wag po...
hope the one who sent me...stops this...love mess...haha...

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...hi ...hello....3pm 4pm 5 6 7 8....hay ang daling magbilang...pero mahirap maghintay!!!
ahrrrrghhh...naiinip na ako...umuwi ka na baby...step up,,,,actions speak louder than words...
putek tol umaksyon k na....huh....tumtakbo ang oras....Lord send me the ONE!!! im so tired of waitin'....woooh....blog testing finished...